The chatterbox in me

Classes has started for 3 weeks and everything falls into place. I feel at the peak of my energy. Curious for class participation. ‘Being in the zone’, that’s how people put it in words. I manage my life instead of life manages me. Sure, it’ll continue throughout the semester. VERY POSITVE, eh?

Well, I had my chance to watch Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hei (hopefully it’s spelt correctly) only yesterday on TV. Only then I understood why it had been a favourite to many. Ohhh… how touched I was with the movie. I seldom feel so touched by a romance+comedy movie in my life before. It really touched my heart and right now typing, I still feel it.

It was a worthwhile sacrifice to stay up late for that movie . A 3 1/2 hrs movie+ads , -1/2 hr ‘Nightline’ news. Throughout the 4 hours, I was accompanied by mosquitoes in the living room.. and I dozed off during the news.. only the news.

Back to the movie, well.. not a fan of Shah Rukh.. but he’s a good actor, a really good one. I’m sure that’s well known. How should I describe? How should I get u to feel what I’m feeling? Hmm…I like Anjali, by the way, what’s the actress’s name? She can really make funny acts, and she’s pretty and jovial in the movie. I fall for her myself. And especially when they found each other again, she was so wonderful in saree. With longer hair, more girlish but yet remains agressive.. haha the part during the basketball game at the children’s camp. Her smile…so sweet.. still sticks in my memory. And I enjoy watching the good friends reunited and that’s where the comedy’s best. Rahul was still his playful self and still purposely irritated Anjali. Other comedies was just extras. Somehow, I got myself in her shoes and felt what she felt. Oh, real torture! Damn good friends, doing things and sharing stuffs together and irritating each other. But somehow, this Rahul always came up and try expressing his love to her before approaching his true love, Tina.

Towards the end, during the difficult time, Anjali was torn between 2 men. Rahul, her first and ever but she was already engaged to Aman. Aman has fallen head over heels for her from the beginning and loved her more than she did. Anyway, he was sporting enough to give her up. That part… that was the most touching part. On the wedding day, when Rahul came up to Anjali to meet her before the wedding ceremony and looked into her eyes. Ermm…did he say anything? I’ve forgotten. After that, he just left her alone like that. The look in Anjali’s eyes. So…so….sad. Her heart was crying and I felt mine too. SOB>………

Anyway, happy ending…. YEA… ANJALI..ANJALI>>…What a beautiful name

And that’s Kuch Kuch Ho Ta Hei … I feel something in my heart…

Well… it’s been a while I haven’t been blogging, right till I read the focus on blogging in The Star today. That gave me the determination to not abandon here too long. 

Nothing interesting has happened these days. I’m still on my 3 months’ break. 2 more weeks to go… though it’s been long..but I don’t feel the desire to get back to studies. Been enjoying idling at home. Well, I did work and the project’s finished.

On the other hand, my idling is not completely idling. I make it a point to achieve something everyday. Like learning some new Deutsch or Jap vocabs each day, practising the guitar, swim, proceed with the book I’m reading, bake, meet up with a friend, club…

Unfortunately, everything’s been moving too slowly, and there’s a few pull backs here and there.

• Deutsch and Jap…still ok but learning by myself is much tougher than I imagined it to be. To learn a new language, I need to have access to both visual and audio resources and of course someone to guide me. For Deutsch.. there’s the gender for every nouns to consider.. der N,die N,das N.. as for Jap, still doing fine but Kanji takes time. After all, I can’t remember everything I’ve gone through. 

• I’ve been learning the guitar from a book for awhile but the progress is sad. There’s no meaning in learning to strum when I don’t sing along. Strumming is meant as song accompaniments.The problem is that book provides old songs such as Wonderful Tonight, Jolene, Sailing, Brown Eyed Girl, Like A Rolling Stone… How am I supposed to sing when I don’t even know how the songs sound… A total fallback. Anyone can help me out with this. Or recommend me to a legal music download site? .Thanks in advance. 

• Right now, I’m trying to grasp the butterfly stroke. The coolest stroke among all. Still in the process of strengthening the body trunk. This stroke requires a strong trunk to create a good fly. 

• Ugghh.. this is pathetic. I haven’t read even half the book and now I’m giving up. The sad thing is it’s not borrowed but bought for RM20.  Though it’s at a reduced price, but having bought a book to keep is totally out of the question. This book is damn boring - too much of descriptions and characters, a mixture of classic and history. That’s the 600 over paged book by John Irving - A Prayer For Owen Meany. Just a few days back, I browsed through my shelf and looked for some substitutes… and got myself Nancy Drew series-brown paged books given by a relative many years back. 

• Baking… how many times have I baked this break? hmm..that’s a 1,2,3..lost count 7or 8 times. Ok ler, still can see improvement. I’m proud to announce that my chiffon cake’s successful at last! On the other hand, my bread baking still needs some experiment. 

• Meeting up with friends once in a while though not regularly. The same applies to clubbing. Not a clubbing fan yet.

Other time of the day, watch tv…daydream, binge…get into an argument, surf the net, nose around at friendster, lock up in the room, show up at malls, disturb others with smses…

Well, I’m not a regular clubber. Was only my second time stepping into a club. The first was a bit funny.. come to think of it. It was my sis who drove me there. Neh, wasn’t planned earlier, I’ve always wanted to see for myself, so after a long time, she finally brought me there. Beach Club.. witnessed what I expected la… I thought I’ll shake by myself to the beat but… too hard la my bones. Don’t have the talent even to simply shake. Besides,  sis didn’t do so..she’d only when she’d gone with the right group. So, innocently.. we stood there witnessing and left in less than an hour. Hahaha…

Then,yesterday… so I went with the right group. My cousin sis and her friends are regular clubbers. Went to Rush.  Also Wei Ni and friends. Cousin sis was incredibly bitchy. hahaha how tactful she was with seductive body dance .. and the 3 of them dirty dance once a while.

Of course this time I tried to shake la.. would be so odd to come in a group but yet didn’t seem like one. ahahha.. tried to break loose my stiff body… though very oddly I know. I just envy how they could shake so smooth and naturally without much effort. Much practice, of course! And I admit plus talent,too. And yet, I was always observing and figuring how could she dance like that and tried to imitate.. and wondering if it looked right. ahaha. Ahh leave it..just shake to the beat. At a wider view, everyone seemed to shake pointlessly too, it’s just that I came with a bunch of pros.

Musics I enjoyed most were during the live band’s performance.. accompanied by cheers and sing along everywhere. Later on, when the band left the stage the musics was still OK. but I don’t really like them, remix.. not my type… and the effect was damn unendurable… the techno and bass was so heavy and deafening, I could feel it affecting my heart beat , the ground I stand on, the balloon I touch. I wonder how long the balloon take to burst.

Left hours past midnight with a half-deaf ear and a terrible sore-throat. U guess y. Overall was an eye-opener…. Would like to try again. In the mean time, got to correct my shake in front of the mirror. HAHAHA

Wanna know the best solution for constipation?  Stuff in  lotsa, lotsa ..I mean kgs… of durianstill u realize seed&skins are everywhere when u’re finally done it’s until u get the ugh sound thru your mouth. And u feel damn bloated that your stomach turn into a hemisphere. With the load, u don’t feel like doing anything. eveything from then goes wrong. You feel the regret and the low self esteem for bingeing. You don’t feel comfortable when u sit, stand or doing anything else and since it’s already late. Everyone has retired to bed and it’s about time u too but u just got back from work hours ago but who cares, you’ll bathe when u wake up tmr before work….. and flop… u’re off to bed.. on your stomach… to compress it and when u haven’t dozed off.. u still hear the sound coming from inside your stomach… the peristalsis… the digestion system and intestines and bowel. so, u’re happy, tomorrow’s a cleansing day. AHAHAH zzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz

tititit…titiitt.. there goes the HP alarm. Wake immediately….bathe…down for breakfast. You might be wondering aik… where’s the cleansing, y isn’t it that wakes u up. Neh , no. Not for a person with chronic constipation like me. Even kgs of oranges, apples, guavas are not the answer. After breakfast, with extra time…. surf the net, check mails, headlines,learn some jap or german vocab, or other sites of interest…with a sugarless boiling hot NESCAFE..hhmmmm.. the aroma… (Hey, come out….don’t stuck there) I don’t wanna book the office’s loo early in the morning. Come on .) Oh, about nine. Time to leave! Quick Change, pack, warm up the car’s engine, a bottle of water….!

Oppss… cannot la… Why this moment!!! Good la, cleansing, should be happy, Normally having a hard time. Off to the loo and…… Come on quick. Get it finished. No lar, still coming… what to do. I’m late! Darn! Ahh.. stomach feeling better. Feel refreshed and light. Ahh.. carry on. Late. LEt it be… just 10 to 15 mins. Don’t grab this oppurtunity to cleanse, not sure if there a second chance. U know what I mean?Nature call… must answer when it arrives.  This good oppurtunity doesn’t come twice and I don’t wanna regret.

Next time, if I am late for anything, this’s the reason. I can’t deny nature’s calling. Any superiors here, please take not. ahahah

Well, after visiting some blogs. I think that it’s time I own one. But at the moment nothing much to say. HIIIIIIIII !!!!!! THANK YOU for dropping in and PLS COME AGAIN!